It’s actually ridiculous how in love with him I am

It feels so good just knowing that I don’t have any more bullshit homework and that I can just relax. Everything is so good right now, I love it.

I can’t believe I finally have him. After everything, I have him.

I’m so stupid, so fucking stupid. 

I always seem to say the stupidest shit that causes more problems. Why can’t I just shut up.

I almost feel pathetic that I have to rely on others to make me happy

Always in the wrong

Pretty much realised I’ve lost everyone 

Not even going to bother putting in an effort anymore

constantly over analysing everything 

I’ve never realised how much I really fucking hate my body

There’s not point dwelling on the past.

I hate everyone..

Why the fuck do I have to get angry for no reason

Cbs being horny as